@ Rania is admitted again... and I am totally STRESS @

Rania is admitted again in Hospital Pakar An Nur, Bangi due to high fever...and I am totally stress....she has been losing her weight. Yesterday, during her 6 months appointment she cannot take her injection since the fever is high...and this morning we can't think of anything but taking her to hospital. I dont want to go to hospital because I dont want her to be admitted again and again, and again she has to be admitted. ohhhh justtt another test for me. The worst part is today is my husbby 35th birthday and Rania is down with high fever, what a great test for mommy & daddy. Rania please get well, both of us are so worried about you. Last nite, u really scared me to death, mommy can see u turning blue....and I told myself is Rania dying????I've been hugging and kissing you.......If mommy can exchange with you definetely mommy will take your place!Mommy love u so much, please get well soon Cikulik Cikulik Kulik Kulik Kulik!

I'm Here Without U Baby!

dah lama jugak x berblogging ni...xberkesempatan nak upload gambar & karang ayat....banyak sgt benda nak buat....last 2 weeks we were in Ipoh, it was Rania's first trip there....ada wedding anak mak yong....alhamdullilah everything was smooth...kitaorg tido kat Hotel Seri Malaysia, ingatkan nak bg aqim swimming tapi dia ngan rania dua2 selsema, so cancel la...bagi dia tgk pool je. Last week pulak pergi Ijok rumah mak ros & tido sana since last week masa g Ipoh x sempat nak tido....aqim sekrang ni dah tinggal kat Ijok for few days since nanny baru ni kejanya cuti je...asal cuti sekolah dia pun nak cuti, so x leh nak comment la...daddy & mommy tak leh nak ambik cuti so mak ros volunteer nak jaga aqim...alhamdullilah.

Rania pun tgh selsema skrg ni, mommy pun batuk...aqim x tau mcmana, semalam masa called mak ros, mak ros kata aqim asyik main je ngan kakak sebelah rumah tu (anak buah mak ros)....kira ok la dia x merengek2 lagi....mommy yg stress, rindu kat aqim, nasib semalam mommy dpt dengar suara aqim masa mommy call....sweet je bunyi suara aqim panggil "Mommy"...tau la aqim perfect sebut "Daddy" tapi bila panggil mommy rasa sejuk je hati....hilang semua masalah. betul la apa org selalu ckp bila ada anak sendiri baru kita tau mcmana nikmatnya bergelar Ibu segala sakit masa bersalin kita dah x ingat langsung. Allah SWT memang Maha hebat.....this week maybe Rabu or Khamis aqim balik, since mak ros nak dtg KL so mommy dah x payah nak rindu2 aqim lagi....ok la mommy nak call aqim sekrg...